It has been quite long since I thought about writing this, and I was going to write it public, but I’m having bad times these days and I thought that it’s better to talk than exploding.

I have been the CAT (Computer Assistance Team) coordinator and like any coordinator I had revolutionary ideas and I was totally ready to implement and see things work out, but the fact that I was too busy and I had another friend who should have been working with me, but he left me almost alone and that was awesome.

For the first time in my life I admit that I’ve FAILED in managing time between my work and CAT, and I was giving my best to achieve my goals but people here in egypt need more effort that I’d imagined. They need pushing all the time and supporting and stuff which I need higher availablity than I could provide.

I’ve alwayes believed that I’m a good leader but now I feel that I’m the worst because I couldn’t achieve none of my goals and my bright future scenes didn’t come to existance. maybe it’s not my fault directly, but in a way or another it’s mine.

so I’m saying to CAT that I’m sorry, and I’ll keep doing my best to give although I took nothing except enemies and lost of trust. and as they always say “Opportunities are like snakes, if you didn’t eat them, they eat YOU!” and I couldn’t take advantage of the opportunity I had and seriously I was EATEN, because I feel now like crap, having no time to do anything except working, working, working and trying to do something for CAT to make people remember me.

anyway I’m not fond of being coordinator and I still believe that I could do something if I was busy, but it’s my fault, and I should have been more wise to say it clearly.

Sorry again, and all I can say is that I can’t be in that place again, I’m no more a coordinator, but will keep doing my best to do something for CAT.

Good Bye CATs.